Confessed Narcissist on TikTok Describes How She Manipulated People

• A TikTok creator called Lilith describes herself as a narcissist and how she sees the world.
• In one video, she detailed how she was manipulating people and said she was trying to reform.
• The comments were divided, with some praising what they shared and others finding it difficult to accept.

A TikTok creator named Lilith, describing herself as a reformed narcissist, splits opinions with her explanation of how she was manipulating people.

Lilith, who go by monika toxiccwaste0 On the platform, she made a series of videos explaining what she said was her past cruel behavior.

lilith said in the previous video She had been formally diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder in 2021 but had not provided evidence of this or the relationship she described. .

Narcissistic personality disorder involves “pervasive patterns of grandiosity, need for admiration, and lack of empathy.” Criteria described in DSM-5 — Manual of Mental Disorders used by many psychotherapists, psychologists and psychiatrists.

Those with the diagnosis often struggle to maintain careers and relationships, and can be highly emotional, unpredictable, and calculating.

There is no cure for narcissism, but therapy can help if the narcissist decides to seek it out.

Lilith describes herself as someone who has decided to seek help, seeking to remedy and end the abuse she has inflicted on others.

Lilith did not post evidence of the interactions she describes, but her story shows how narcissists are likely to behave, according to experts in the field. Her video Then, involve people who want to leave, like chaos, potential love bomb victims.

In one recent video Played over 550,000 timesLilith responded to a comment asking her about the worst thing she’s done to someone physically or mentally. She said she should.

“This is going to be terrible and embarrassing,” Lilith said. That’s why I’m prefaced by this.

Lilith said she always views her relationships like “mental chess.”

“Everything I say or do is planned and thought out to get a response and get people to do certain things,” she said. It put me in a really bad place.”

Lilith said she finds triggers and traumas she uses to her own advantage and “gets more control over them.”

She mentioned one person she said sent her $150,000 during the pandemic despite treating him incredibly badly.

“I told him to kill himself and was really mean and made him cry all the time and I lied to him and gave him what he wanted,” Lilith said. “But I was really abusive most of the time….I wanted to keep him so I could keep him.”

“Completely ignoring” the person was probably the worst thing she’d done to another person, Lilith said. I thought it was ‘cool’ to be able to ‘plant thoughts’.

“I used to love doing it, but now I’m sick of it and I don’t think it’s right.” But that’s why I’m here, that’s why I’m talking, that’s why I’m trying to be honest.”

In a comment below the video, Lilith said she never wanted to be someone’s role model and made “bad choices” in life, and was trying to make up for it. I offered to return some of the money, but he refused the offer.

The comments below Lilith’s video were divided, with some praising her honesty. One said the kind of accountability Lilith was taking was “not seen enough”.

“All I wanted from the people who treated me this way was to acknowledge it and try to live in their truth.” I deserve it.”

Others were less forgiving of Lilith’s actions. Some claimed that there was “nothing behind” her eyes, while others said she was “scary.” A commenter criticized Lilith for smiling in the video, stating that “she didn’t actually feel bad about this.”

Lilith Reply to 1 person I asked her why she allowed this behavior.

“The shame and guilt I have for doing these actions is far worse than the social or critical stigma I get for talking about it, and speaking about it outright is a way for people to “It doesn’t work for everyone. Some people don’t like it, and that’s okay.”